I am very sad. Yesterday morning, my mother and my brother took my poor sweet little Tessy to the vet, as she was still bleeding from her nose after her surgery where she got her eye removed because of cancer. Thinking they would give her more antibiotics. The vet said my mother and brother could do what they wanted but, because she was such a gentle breed of dog, she would hide her own pain just to make us happy. He suggested that we put her to sleep. Obviously I knew this day would eventually come. I'm just extra sad because I'm a whole country away at the moment, and didn't get to tell her I loved her very much and say goodbye. I just wish I had gotten to see her again. It's been since August...and I was hoping she would be around until I came home again in the summer. So, I am sad... But, I am also relieved that she doesn't have to suffer any longer. I am going to miss her more than I thought I could miss anyone or anything. She was the sweetest, stinkiest little creature...and I am glad I had the pleasure of having her in my life these past 13 years. Rest in peace, baby girl. You were my best model. You will be missed deeply.